Ee Von dam funny. Asked me to go check her friendster. Said I will love it. But I dam lazy because i got assignments due. And i asked her to send me a comment (because she got two friendster account!)... Her response, " Where can likethat, must go through obstacles" =_=""""""""""""" Finally, I found it... the one she asked me to see! http://www.friendster.com/photos/2707233/0/997659971 dam sap ngong! But I love youuuuu laa... hahaha.... =) MWahs* Krispy KReme for you when I come back! I keep telling people that i will buy Krispy Kreme for them.. Lol... Just finished MRM assignment. Now, OB... =/ ARent you proud of me Rica sweetie?hehe !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

*edit* I still feel a little insecure even after i lock this blog. I dont know why. Maybe because word-of-mouth is a good advertising? Yesterday, Teen's celebrated his 21st birthday at Davey's. After dinner, all of us went back to my place to drink. When there's alchohol, it means Kat will drink .. More pictures on it soon... The main purpose of this post is to express how i feel. Im having this mix feelings. Yesterday night, he tucked me in and whisper me sweet words and talked to me. He accompanied me until I fall asleep despite that he was so dam sleepy. He hugs me because I was feeling cranky. It mades me feel so pampered. Like Im his princess. Im not sure whether i should pursue it or should i jus let it go? Maybe the needs of being protected and pampered leads me to this kinda feelings? I'm not too sure. Im feeling confused. Sometimes guys act as if you are his princess but its the opposite. Dam! i hate this kinda feelings. If only things were to start off differently.... !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Shit.. Headache. It's 8am in the morning. I slept at 5 am last night. Shit.. Shit.. Headache. What am I doing now? Trying to read organisational behaviour textbook to prepare myself for the assignment 1. Die.. Die.... Wah, dam hungry... But... I dam lazy to cook breakfast :( Aiya, drink soy milk and eat apple only la. !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

I'm so dam effing piss. Gosh! I cant stand peope that think they knows everything. Plan everything but in the end didnt managed to DO IT! GO screw yourself la! Wtf man! I'm so dam dam piss now. If you ever need my help, go bang yourself on the wall ! Dam! I'm supposed to do my assignment and people like him had to spoilt my mood. I've decided. You are so not worth it! !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

* Edit * I had a superb conversation with the people I heart heart :) Kok Wee called me fat ! =_="" Rica and Yinz scolded him for that. hahahahahah.. i love them la! Basically the conversation with them was awesome. Mades me laugh like mad.... And my housemates thought I homesick until crazy... A peek of our funny conversation: (8:29 PM) Love is patient: she memang put on weight all this while what.. (8:29 PM) Love is patient: what so surprised? (8:29 PM) Love is patient: lol (8:29 PM) y i n : huh? who? (8:30 PM) y i n : yalarz see i put on weight all da time (8:30 PM) y i n : i use my clothes to cover up lolz (8:33 PM) y i n : now its bout the FACT that i'm fatter (8:33 PM) Love is patient: she admitted it (8:33 PM) ericayik: stupid kok wee (8:33 PM) **~l-BaBy KâThRÿ: ya la (8:33 PM) ericayik: belanja one more meal to punish you (8:37 PM) **~l-BaBy KâThRÿ: wahhh (8:37 PM) **~l-BaBy KâThRÿ: dam cold (8:37 PM) **~l-BaBy KâThRÿ: wait (8:37 PM) **~l-BaBy KâThRÿ: i switch on heather (8:37 PM) ericayik: bwahahaha1! (8:37 PM) ericayik: you must on heater la! (8:37 PM) ericayik: later you catch a cold! (8:37 PM) Love is patient: lolx.. (8:37 PM) Love is patient: she no need one.. (8:38 PM) y i n : still cold ar? (8:38 PM) y i n : i tot u said better d? (8:38 PM) Love is patient: cos she got extra layers to protect her from colds (8:46 PM) Love is patient: guys, ive to go now... (8:46 PM) y i n : its me n rica riteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (8:46 PM) ericayik: we are girls (8:46 PM) ericayik: not guys (8:46 PM) Love is patient: wanna go dessert.. (8:46 PM) y i n : hahahhaha yalarz (8:46 PM) y i n : u're our jimui (8:46 PM) Love is patient: lolx..yea yea yea (8:46 PM) Love is patient: bye hot chics. (8:47 PM) **~l-BaBy KâThRÿ: jus now say we fat (8:47 PM) ericayik: now say we hot chics (8:47 PM) y i n : ironic rite (8:47 PM) Love is patient: hahaha.. wrong window.. (8:47 PM) **~l-BaBy KâThRÿ: kok wee, u jahat (8:47 PM) **~l-BaBy KâThRÿ: go eat ur desert and get fat (8:48 PM) **~l-BaBy KâThRÿ: =p (8:48 PM) Love is patient: dessert* (8:48 PM) y i n : sap ngong tsk tsk tsk (8:48 PM) Love is patient: no sap ngong in english dictionary.. (8:48 PM) Love is patient: (8:48 PM) y i n : nvm i like ar dam silly.. but mades me smile! =) Kok wee is FAT! we girls our just nice.. hahahha.. dam syok sendiri.. =p Cant wait till this sunday. Meeting up with Rica sweetie. Should probably start studying now =) Having you two girls with me is blessful :)

We need no words to describe our frenship with each other! :)

Silly things you guys ldid to layan me.

Whenever I feel like being silly, you guys accompany me! :)

I heart you guys!

mwahs!

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Silly Yinz made me cried jus now. I really feel so dam kao lost. I look happy on the outside. But you know what? i am not okay. I learn to protect myself by doing this. Two-faced or whatever you wana call me.. I dont care.

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Just got back from Sofia with Pearly, Sue Lin, Zahirah and Soo Ching.

Soo Ching came down from Caufield to find us! :-)

Had a super full dinner with desert! How not to gain weight? =/ I love the garlic bread in Sofia. :)

Seafood pasta marinara, i think....

Salmon pizza!

for dessert, we had gelato! yummy.. but i felt so guilty after that :(

me, Soo Ching, Sue Lin ! :) See yinz and Rica! i told u i fat d... look at my arms and face! omgg!

zahirah and pearly

PEarly an mua... not my good side... and cos her face is so dam small.. it makes my face look big O____o

us with our dessert :) See rica and yinz! i told u i fat d.. look at meeeeeee! :(

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I am so dam tired. Tried sleeping at 5plus in the morning and waking up at 11plus am. Zombie eye.. But when I tried to sleep, I couldnt. *pushing the blame on the heavy cereals I ate* haha I went DFO with Zhi, Edwin, Hui Shan and Pearly yesterday after class. Edwin asked me to be punctual, which is straight after class, we will head down. And this time Im punctual but it turned out Hui shan and Pearly jus woke up. Haha And DFO closes 6pm yesterday! Who's the smart ass that told us it closes at 9pm? =_+" It turns out shops closes at 6pm on thursday. I only managed to bought a top and that top is I randomly picked up because I feel so frustrated if I go all the way to city and didnt get anything =P Walked around in the city and had dinner @ Desert House. Because shops close so dam early, the girls managed to make Zhi to have a go at those sticker pictures that we like to take back in high school ... hahaha... =P

inside the train with Hui Shan

with Pearly, and Shan. My skin condition and hair is so dam bad now =/

with pearly... i love the sun! =D

pwetty rainbow we caught =)

while waiting for Pearly to try her clothes .... me and shan entertain ourselves ;)

silly pearly... love this jacket too much...

trying to be artistic... loving zhi's hat... so gona borrow it? ;)

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Things change so dam fast that it scares me. Its only a month or more Im here and I miss so much? Things changes so fast in that one month time? Wow. I'm glad for my Yinz. I'm seriously dam happy for you. Rica, Im gona tell you more about it soon when I see you! =) I hate the way at times I feel. I'm so freaking sensitive and dependent. This sucks. Effing sucks. I hate me... Emo time.. Sorry. !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Mummy left today. This morning to be precise. Both me and my mum were crying silently. She waved me off when she enter the cab. Because we both of us know that we both will cry. For the whole 1 month she's here, I taken her for granted. I snapped at her knowing that she wont be mad. And when she's gone, I cant stop crying.I feel so lost and lonely without mummy. Sue me for being mummy's girl. I like to be one. I'm starting to get homesick. I turn to food for comfort now. And this sucks because my body is fill with toxic. Boo!need to get healthy... Wenz post *click* really shows how I feel. I guess it's true that human only appreciate what's in front of them until the end. They take things for granted. Sighs! Life's always fill with ups and downs. I miss home. I miss mummy and daddy. I miss the nagging. Mum's flight should be arriving in KLIA soon.... *sobs* !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Updates! Melbourne weather is crazy! not so cold one second and super duper windy and cold the next second.. crazy sial ! 10 july 2007 Big bro came down from Perth. I went shopping in city with him and mummy. Check out DFO, Melbourne Central and Chadstone. All of us went for yummy-licious dinner in Glen Waverly. Had dinner that consists of abalone, fish, veggie, meats, seafood and tofu! Yum yum! 11 july 2007 I went DFO again with Kok Wee because he havent been there. So, both of us went shopping in DFO. He bought so many stuffs. I on the other hand only bought one top from Guess. I'm so good! Rite Rica and yinz? * I actually bought alot when Im with big bro So control myself ... After shopping in DFO, I met up with Nessa .. Finally! We went Max Brenner. The one in Melbourne Central. I had uhm some ItalianBt dark chocolate drink and Kok Wee had some Belgian waffle, i think. I shared the drink and waffle with him because it's less fattening! haha..

with nessa with Kok Wee

Supposed to go for dinner but both of us felt so full that in the end he went back to his place and I went back home.

Before that.......

" Tomorrow go jogging!"

" okay! onz! whoever ffk and late, breakfast on that person!"

" okay! 7am okay! Flagstaff garden!"

" Thanx kok wee! i wana start thinking what I wana eat for breakfast tmw"

His sarcastic laugh....

12 July 2007 The next day, that guy text me saying his leg injured and we should go for breakfast instead. Yea, 7plus in the morning breakfast .. His first breakfast in Melbourne. haha. We had our breakfast at one of the cafe in Melbourne Central. I cant remember the name. Our breakfast that day was 2 hours plus long. Sat down there and talked until about 9plus-10.. We decided to walk around. We went Collins Street. Then, we walked until both of us not sure where we were. All we know we were pretty far from the city. Haha. But oh well. We decided to be adventurous and keep walking. We came across this place where there had this giant ferris wheel. I think if im not mistaken its somewhere near Yarra river?

ferris wheel!

All the pretty scenery... Both of us decided to cam-whore a little while waiting for Erica and her boy to come.

First shot! He said he don't look nice ...

Second shot! I don't look nice... So i demand a new picture.. hahaha

Third shot.. Both of us happy the way the picture turns out!

We walked around the city and he is so fascinated by parks, we decided to find all the parks and chill at the parks. Because he's fascinated by birds and scenery. My camera is fill with pictures of birds and scenery. haha.

After gosh knows how long, its time to meet Rica dear.. She and her boy boy came down to meet me. We went St. Kilda.

my sweetie and I at St Kilda... That girl so busy.. Everytime call her also busy.. I merajuk .. hahaha

the lovely couple. Watching them talk amuse me.. heheh

my funny companion... (l-r): rica, her boy, mwa, kok wee

Then, the cam-whoring begins with my sweetie Rica..

It is not a candid shot. WE DID THIS LOOK ON PURPOSE! hehe...

and again...

Because Rica wana be mermaids.... hehe

mermaid wana-be.. hahhaha..

wind blow effect.

i heart Rica sweetie...

acting cute... hehe

with kok wee, my shopping kaki! I remember back in Malaysia, whenever I told him, "ey, Lets go shopping. He sure say okay" haha.. When coming???

After St Kilda, wanted to go to Dockland for lunch but all of us were too hungry. Decided to go back to city and had Hungry Jacks. After lunch, all of us decided to go Chapel Street. Erica dam cute. She got so excited when I mentioned that I went Collins Street. We go again soon yea Rica?

While waiting for the train...

We took so many shots that Rica got impatient.. lol..

And..... tat girl said this,

" i look nice in every picture. So dont have to see"

Both me and Kok Wee gave her this look =_=""

hahaha.. joking babe. I still love youuu! hehe

with Kok wee.. Since both of us look nice.. haha

After Chapel St, Rica gotto go back for dinner. Me and Kok Wee decided to head to Chadstone shopping mall for late night shopping! Yippeee!! And both of us had so much fun shopping, we forget about results that released that day. haha.. oh well.

More updates soon!

Toodles!

Miss my Yinz!

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My smile is shining brightly. And my smile goes way up to my eyes :-) A text message from my Yinz telling me that Yang is coming over next year! And that silly girl might be coming down as well ! *rica, we are gona reunite!* ;-) And oh oh, Kok Wee said he wana come down in September holiday if there's flight available! Life's looking good at the moment! Can't wait until September! ;-) I think I should start saving money now for September.. I foresee the few places that will be our norm: Collins Street, Crown, Chadstone ;-P !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Since it's been awhile since I update my blog. A short update. I've been tagged by Mich Anyways this is how it works: • Each player must post these rules first. • Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves. • People who are tagged need to write their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. • At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names. • Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog. These are 8 little facts about me! : 1). I tugged and play with my hair whenever I'm bored or stress! no wonder my hair so spoilt :P 2). I would rather spend my money on clothes, bags, shoes than food :-P 3). I get REALLY HYPER after drinking sweet drinks or coffee. 4). I eat when I'm stress or down :-( 5). I can't live without people around me. I need my friends with me :-) I adore my friends :-) 6). I wont leave house without making sure that my hair is straight :-P 7). I always flip to the end of a book when I'm halfway through. I cant stand the suspense! :-P 8). I'm still a mummy girl :-P I tag: Erica Yinz Kok Wee Wenz Sherve Thia Stephaine Lummy

And I've been tagged by Lummy as well

INSTRUCTION : Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test. 1) I miss somebody right now. 2) I do not watch tv these days. 3) I wear glasses or contact lenses. 4) I love to play video games. 5) I have tried marijuana. 6) I have been in a threesome. 7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy. 8) I have changed mentally over the last year. 9) I curse. 10) I âm totally smart. 11) I’ve broken someone’s bones. 12) I âm paranoid sometimes. 13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (MY LEGS) 14) I need money right now. 15) I love sushi. 16) I talk really, really fast. 17) I have long hair. 18) I have lost money in Las Vegas. 19) I have at least one sibling. 20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. 21) I couldnt survive without Caller ID. 22) I like the way I look. 23) I am usually pessimistic. 24) I have a lot of mood swings. 25) I have a hidden talent. 26) I âm always hyper. 27) I have a lot of friends. 28) I have pecked someone of the same sex. 29) I enjoy talking on the phone. 30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. 31) I love to shop. 32) Enjoy window shopping. 33) I would rather shop than eat. 34) I dont hate anyone. 35) I âm a pretty good dancer. 36) I âm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. 37) I have a cell phone. 38) I believe in God. 39) I am an adrenaline junkie. 40) I watch MTV on a daily basis. 41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. 42) I have rejected someone before. 43) I want to have children in the future. 44) I have changed a diaper before. 45) I have called the cops on a friend before. 46) I am not allergic to anything. 47) I have a lot to learn. 48) I am shy around members with the opposite sex. 49) I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush in the past. 50) I have tried alcohol before. 51) I own the South Park movie. 52) I would die for my best friend. 53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. 54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career. 55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. 56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. 57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. 58) I am happy at this moment! 59) I âm obsessed with girls/guys. 60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I”ve ever met. 61) I study for tests most of the time. 62) I am comfortable with who I am right now. 63) I have more than just my ears pierced. 64) I walk barefoot wherever I can. 65) I have jumped off a bridge. 66) I love sea turtles. 67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup. 68) Plan on achieving a major goaldream. 69) I âm proficient in an musical instrument. 70) I hate office jobs. 71) I love sci-fi movies. 72) I think water rules. 73) I went college out of state. 74) I like sausages. 75) I love kisses. 76) I fall for the worst people. 77) I adore bright colours. 78) I cant live without black eyeliner. 79) I dont know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. 80) I usually like covers better than originals. 81) I can pick up things with my toes. 82) I can whistle. 83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither. 84) I have ridden/owned a horse. 85) I still have every journal I've written in. 86) I can stick to a diet. 87) I talk in my sleep. 88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. 89) I have jazz in my blood. 90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. 91) I wear a toe ring. 92) I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. 93) I am a caffeine junkie. 94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. 95) I have been to over 15 conventions. 96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better. 97) I âm an artist. 98) I only clean my room when necessary. 99) I like a person of the same sex. 100) I love being happy. I tag : Erica, Yinz, Sherve, Wenz, Thia :) !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

I'm becoming fatter and fatter every single day. Been eating so much lately :-( Im joining the gym and playing volleyball and badminton soon! I know. Suprised to hear that from me! Kathryn! But I need to get fit and healthy :-) Yesterday, I cooked fried flat rice noodle (kuey teow!) with mince chicken, eggs and bean sprouts! It taste good okay! :-) I cooked for my housemate, Emily and she gave me chocolate for dessert! How not to gain weight? :-( Today after class, I went over to Sue's place! She cooked me dinner! I feel so pamper! :-) haha We had sambal chicken and curry vegetable! Yummy-licious! After dinner, we went over to Pearly house and she gave us candy for dessert! Shouldnt have gone over :-P I gain extra kgs again! :-( :-( Oh well, I just gotto walked more now *ya right* Lol..

Before my face gets chubby.... :-P

oh oh oh.... Im getting Nintendo Wii soon from MJ :-) *abbreviation because I wana keep it private*

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Happy. Tired. Sick. It's 4am plus nearly 5pm. Time flies when you are doing something. First day of class was alright. I met Sue Lin's housemate, that it turns out to be in the same class as me :-) *jumps around with joy* Will bug Sue Lin more soon when i moved near her :-) hehe....... Freaking ass cold.. Raining like mad... Brrrrr* Someone save me from the cold weather please.. Rica! Send me pictures please! :-) Need to sleep. Jian is coming down to find me :-) im happy babes! :-) !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

silly smally.. made me cried yesterday with her words =/ oh..oh.. results are out... i didnt managed to check it on that day the results are released because me and kok wee were out shopping the whole day til the shopping mall close.. hahaha But...but.... I was happy with my result... Quite disappointed with one subjects tho... Sighs.. But like what Smally said, "i tried my best and i did okay" All the late nights studyin in McD and Starbucks paid off ....! :) and credits to those that encouraged me... those that put up my tantrum :D The sap ngong people! :D Despite that I consumed too much cokes... =/ and then gets too hyper after that... Ask yang and smally.. haha. Yang even stopped me from drinking too much sweet drinks because I kept bugging him after that :D Not forgetting my saviour: Frappucino Jave chips with banana syrup Smally, Yang and Kok Wee hate it... WhYYYY??? :( So orgasm :D :P Class starting tommorow :( It sucks! Miss the silly people back home! :( !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

A short update before I gets too busy.

Went to the city on Saturday to meet up Debbie, Alicia, Joanne, Kok Wee

I got lost trying to find Debbie's apartment in Swankston Street.

*shy* hahaha.. She had to come find me from I-dunno-where...

*thanx babes*

Got lost so many times :-P

*rica and yinz will most probably laughing their heads off* :-P

Way saw me on the street AGAIN when he's on the tram! :-P

He seems to be seeing me on the street walking meanwhile he's on the tram.

After *ahem* some hassles, we went Victoria Street for lunch.

Had our late lunch at La *erm, I cant remember the place*

I have gold fish memory :-P

After lunch, decided to walk around but....

Raining + winter = not good for walking.

All of us were freezing like mad!

Anyway, pictures!

a glimpse of melbourne for you smally yinz! :-) *tempted to come to melbourne?* hehehe

with Joanne :-)

me with alicia :-)with Lillian... She's from HongKong :-)

my comfortable ballet pumps :-)

With Kok Wee :-)

all of us! The weather that day was killer..

Cold + raining =(

Gotto go.

Mt buller, Crown, Clubs, St Kilda, Shopping awaits me! :-)

A little thought.

What if you think that there's something that but yet there are some mixed signals? How do you resolve it? Nette is right. They do send mixed signals. Never give yourself a pat on the back until you are assure about it. Why gived mixed signals? Couldnt it be more obvious? Ugh... screw it.

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