The rainbow sends you away.

What happened to the promises you made?

To me. WeiLing. Joanne. And your friends.

You just left without a proper goodbye!

I do hate it when people just leave without saying goodbye.

Farewell is necessary in our case!

Memories scattered around us.

I remember how you told me not to cry when I had fight with my then boyfriend.

I remember you skip class with me because I kept crying.

And you asked me not to cry.

I remember how you always put up to Joanne and mine whines, anger and gossips.

I remember how we all climbed up to the highest level for class and sat outside classes.

Today it rained. And was a gloomy day.

Even the above is mourning.

I want to yell at you for just giving up! For just left!

But I know it's better for you this way. You fought with all you can.

Because I know you do things 200%.

You just don't give up easily.

The only picture I had left with you.

I always thought that we will have more chances of meeting up.

That I will be able to have an album of pictures that I can look back.

I'm sorry I didn't say my last goodbye.

You know I don't do farewell.

I can't bear the thought of just saying my last goodbye.

Wherever you are, I hope you are in a much better place.

Here I'm bidding my last goodbye.

And us, me, your family will always love you.

RIP Ian Lee (1987-2010)

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The rainbow sends you away.

my winter break with the housemate

One last post of my winter break... when Alicia were still here One last post and i cant post anymore pictures of me and her.,. Sighs! it seems like as if it's only yesterday that she cooked me my fav fried fish.. or i barged into her room to disturb her.. sighs.... I hate departures!

15.07.08 Wei Chiang's departure and his last day in Melbourne

Initially, me, Alicia, Wei Chiang were supposed to head to the zoo with Joseph but in the end because i woke up late and took a little longer to get ready, we couldnt head to the zoo

*sorry people* =( i had reasons.. Alicia would know =(

We had our brunch at Your Thai and it''s also cos of me :(

That day was really Kat's Day. *thanx alicia and wei chiang* =) hugs*

We decided to head to uhm Fitzroy Park again because we didnt have enough time to head to the zoo and me and Alicia were pretty bored of shopping already.

me and my fei mui : P and if you realized, yes, we are carrying the same bag and wearing the same jeans : D wei chiang and joseph .... me, joseph and alicia =) why my face looks so round? T_T since i hardly post pictures of sceney.. hence, one picture for it : D

nahhhh, pictures of flowers : D

me me me with flowers ... : D

us with some fairies tree... love love her lots =) super lovely couple... they make LDR works, they make relationship a whole new meaning :)

anddddd wei chiang, faster come melbourne and make coffee for me : D

We headed back home to get Wei Chiang's luggage and headed back to city to meet the rest..

night view ... gosh.. this picture made me think back that time... my feelings at that moment..

Dinner was at some Greek Fine Dining Restaurant ..

When i said fine dining, its really fine dining .. O_________o

me, alicia, sandi ..

Sandi is super hot ...

*Joe, shes hot alright!*

uhmmmm... silly TB, wei chiang, Joe, Dan, Rob ...

After dinner, we headed to the airport to send Wei Chiang off T_T

lovely people : )

The next day my fei mui left...

no pictures because we wer too busy crying our heart out ....

seriously.. we cried when we walking on the street at swanston..

we cried when we were packing..

we cried when we were sleeping..

You get the drift..

im coming homeee soon ! wheeeeee :)

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my winter break with the housemate

my baby girl left us :(

One of my girl, Yunnie left for States this morning. I cant describe how i feel right now. All i can think of is, I cant stand departure anymore Why does people closed to me have to leave? T_T *Me-shel, you too okay!* =( From the time I've known you, you never fail to be by my side no matter how wrong or right i am... And never fail to do silly things with me no matter how silly the things i want to do.. Always have trust in me when there are rumours or gossips about me .. Picture of you in straight hair : P cos i dont have pictures of you in your curls =( You always pose with me despite that Yinz always give us the =_="" face...

And not forgetting you being there for me for my departure despite that my flight its in the morning.
Im blaming myself for not able to send you off this time around when you are leaving for the states : ( At time like that, I really realy hate Melbourne right now because I wish i was in Malaysia to send you off and be there to hug you one timebefore you leave.. =(
I wish someone would just fly me back to Malaysia to see you babe!
You quote this to me,
Parting is part of life, just have to learn to deal with it; sad but true
But i dont want to part with you and the rest of my girls.
I want to keep you girls closed to me : (
So, i can be the baby one and keep running back to you girls whenever I face a problem.
Dear Yun,
You made me believe that sometimes life is not perfect but i can pull it through : )
You never fail to put a smile on ur face despite any downfall.
Take good care of yourself in States but nevertheless, have fun there : )
I wana web-cam with you okay.. you better webcam with me.

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my baby girl left us :(

my awesome foursome housemate

Edited:
A big thank you to Rob + Joseph + Wei Chiang + Adrian + Yiling for accompanying and cheering me up. And my Yinz, thank you. Especially to Rob + Joseph, thank you : ) Omg. My eyes are swollen like a gold fish. Spent yesterday night crying my heart out with Alicia. And this morning was spent crying with her : ( And afternoon.. And just now in the airport : ( And now continue crying... At this rate, my eyes will be as huge as gold fish ...

To the silly housemate of mine:

That loves to take individual pictures and sceneries pictures,

But never fail to have my back at any situation : )
A short post because my eyes are swollen ... and i used up one packet of tissues : )
Have a safe flight back babe : )
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my awesome foursome housemate

22nd, my last night in malaysia The last night in malaysia was spent with the parents and the closed one :) Had dinner at San Fransisco SteakHouse with the parents. My last meal with the parents : ( After dinner, went back home and the closed ones are waiting for me in front of my house *hugs* : ) Chill at my house awhile, cam-whore and because i want to go ss2 to get dvds to bring over to Melbie .. but failed to find any : ( Cried a bucket when i was about to bid farewell to Yinz Two of us were like sobbing like shit. hahha. ... with RenJiun.. : ) dont be naughty ! :P

candid shot of me and Yun

Anne, moi and Yun .. *heart heart*

my lovely girls : ) unique in your own way.. but thats what mades u guys special... u guys meant alot to me : ) one in aussie (me! :[ ), yin and Anne in msia and Yun is flying off soon.. but our frenship will remained strong : )

us again.. *pulling u guys in big hugs* with my girl.. my smally... : )

the three silly girls : ) super like to SS ... :D * loving you guys* :) # 1 shot : not prepared :P #2 : posed till too tired :P hahahaa :P my Anne : )

moi, Ren Jiun and Josurf ... he dam tak layan.. he's more interested in watching tv :P

: ) :) moi, yun and josurf : )

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I thought it will be easier. But it seems to be harder everytime :( Leaving once again. Cried a bucket with Yinz just now :(

Every single one of you guys put a smile on my face everytime.

Thank you for being part of my life :) I never thought leaving you guys can be a dread.

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The day Vonnie left. February 14.. I couldnt see her off and as I was typing a sms to her, I nearly burst out crying. Thinking back all the time we shared or didnt share :p dampen my mood. But as the adage goes, "true friends need no everyday conversations" :) Hopefully will be seeing her in Melbie :) Take good care of yourself there ya vonnie dear! love and lots of xoxo :) !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Long overdue pictures!

My last few days in Malaysia was spent with my loved ones :)

Pictures below are the days Im still in Malaysia... I went out everyday back then because I had only one week before Im off to Melbourne..

moi*tired face*, lala (inner joke!) and joanne koh ! :)

inside nette dear's car :)

me being silly .... heheh... joanne and mershella group pictures! :-)

group shot 2!

group shot 3!

the girls! shella, nette dear*, moi, jo sweetie*, gigi, vonnieeeee, sabbiee :) moi, meshella, gigi, joanne, nette! :)

the cam-whoring begins.. hahha

with shi yu on my departure ! she's a sweetie... :)

moi and joanne sweetie* :)with kok wee, that came down for a week for holiday and teman me walked around melbounre for a week :)

with my bestie, my advisor, my girl :) *hearts* :)

with the two girls i heart :)

while waiting, i scream, "let's do funny pose!" me and my girl started doing but kok wee dam potong... tak layan... and he said, " i dont know how to act cute wan" O_____________o

silly girls that i heart :)

kok wee, moi, joanne...

with pek ying.... :)

me and yinz... our last time in front of the mirror :-( till end of the year k? :)

silly yinz.... take picture of herself for me to keep =_=""" hehehe

yinz, moi and pek ying... :)

i miss them :( Rica tak layan me also =P =P jk rica... u knw i heart you

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