Who are they. My true friends

A somesort last post before I :) Flashbacks of my awesome friends :) I miss the memories I had with them :) With them, when it's time to study, we hardcore like mad until we all look so haggard and tired. And when it's time to play, trust me, we play it hard :) :) Lol. Sherman, whom I called Shermieeeeeee *with the exaggerated Eeeee* :) lol. Jason, which i always Jo-wennnnnnnnngggg or korrr :) These two guys never fail to amuse me kao kao with all their lame jokes and lame conversations. I really miss these two guys at times like this. I miss my kor that never fail to give me good advice :) :) My second last night in Malaysia was spent with them. One word : Awesome! :) :) Marshy so cute. She said, " kat you cannot go first. You never sing with me" I miss her. Pangky. Bear. My minnie mouse. My smally. Everyone there :)
Jo-Weng kor suprise 21st :)
These group of people are the one that made leaving Monash Malaysia hard :( :(

my rice gang :) :) *dont ask why we are called the rice gang. It's our secret* :D :D
Big Rice is back in Malaysia T____________T eating all the yummy food and forget about me already :(((((( Lol.
Last but not least...

My two pillars of strengths :)
These two are my left and right. :)
With them, my troubles seem so far away .
I love youu girlies. Always will :)
A flashback post of those that leave a mark in my life.
Always will :) :)
I can't wait to see all of you all soon.
The part where I cant decide is whether should I do it silently or not.
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Who are they. My true friends

Beach where are you

You know how I wish there's a nearby beach near me So I can go down to the beach whenever I feel a need to think. And at times like this, I really need a thinking place. To reflect back whatever I did all these while is either right or wrong. Because I dont know anymore. I need to head to the beach soon. Real soon.
Frankston beach.
St Kild beach.

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Beach where are you

Im a different person

It's 5am. And i can't sleep. Just maybe because I pass my sleeping time. Studying for my first paper and not forgetting the papers after that. I wouldnt said I'm not stress nor I'm dam stress. More like in between. Maybe after years or semesters in Monash, it taught me to manage my studies and handle my stress better. But I'm still a procrastinator. Once a procrastinator, will always be one. LoL. Been having restless night lately. I cant really sleep. Too much thoughts running in my head. Thoughts that only Yinzie & Yunnie understand :) I wish my two sweeties are here with me right now :) No, this is not an emo post. Trust me. :) It's a way of expressing myself :) With all the talks with my future psychologist, Yunnie , I learnt that in life: 1). You have to learn to turn a deaf ear towards certain stuffs. 2). Everyone in this world is judging each other. The question is, "Who are you to judge me?" 3). Everyone is unique in his/her own way. Every single time Im depressed/sad/emo/tired/exhausted, Yunnie & yinzie never ever fail to lift me up and clear my thoughts. I would not consider myself as weak. If I am, you would be suprised how I turned out. Trust me :) Good luck to my love ones for their upcoming exams :) Yinzie, score score for me. Make ur daughter proud, mummy! :) All of sudden, I really miss my family back home especially after daddy dearie called me and said, "study hard but do ur best. If u cant score that good it's okay. Take good care of ur health. Btw, do you have enough cash?And why recently, your msn nick so emo. You okay?" T______________T Yes, I'm still young. Running back to my parents whenever Im down. :) I love mummykins and daddy dearie :) Now, send me more money ;P LOL. Jk :p !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Im a different person

Picture of the day

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Picture of the day

We have memories that last a lifetime

Picture of the day :)
Back home during the summer.
I miss those moments.
But memories are a way that made us stronger
Without memories, we have no history.
Without history, we cant learn from mistakes and from there we learnt to be stronger
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We have memories that last a lifetime

Random much because I miss them

Random pictures of the day .. hahaha my bubbly girly :D hahaha... she's holding big rice's tortoise in her hand. hahaha... i misssss uuuuuuuuuuuuuu my dear :))) hope us is treating you right alright :) this picture.. classic.. hahahahaahah :D :D Big boss :D :D hahaahha Melbourne's shopping waiting for you! :D :D
my angry mummy yinzie :D hahaahhahah.. ahhahahaahha .. :D

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Reminisce

Today, I think back those things that i will never will. Time to reminisce (: Time do flies. It's been 5 semesters in monash. Im a nomad : P because from monash malaysia, to monash australia(peninsula campus) to monash australia(berwick campus) And im loving my berwick campus. Sue Lin asked me whether will i be in caufield campus next sem since I alwis transfer campus =_="" I wont., I love berwick campus but of course Caufield will be better. (: From this 3 years of university life, I had my own bittersweet memories. Aaa.. its been so long in monash. I hate Monash but I dont regret entering Monash because Monash made me who I am today. Stronger, more patient and not forgetting knowing my girls (: Despite that wifey is in UTS. But yea, knowing Mummy Rica was undescribable : P Without her, my life in Melbie will be incomplete. haha. Throughout tis years, I finally know who's my true friends and as they say, friends come and go, no doubt, but true friends will always be with you. I've met some new friends this semesters and patch things up with friends that I thought will be my enemy (: I am glad to patch things up (: I lost my mood to study already and I've been sleeping like mad for today and yesterday. And now having a massive headache, no appetite to eat (How can?) and a little feverish T_T I think AFW2851 affected me a lot! I better freaking pass this paper, if not, commit suicide la.. : ( I wana go back home! To where my heart belongs! I wana see my darlings and be able to go to mummy yinz house anytime I want.And then watch plenty of DVDs in her house while munching on snacks because she always I dont want to see 2+2 because he'll only ask me to toughen myself up T_T Yun's post really describe how I feel. But then, her post and words of wisdoms always describes how i feel. It's like she can read my mind and said the things I want to express myself. Scary! : P but a good scary (: I really love them to bits (: Dont know what my life will be without them *clutching all of them tightly* : P I recalled two nights before, I was so dam scared of my AFW2851 until i told wifey Anne that I want to give up and not do that paper, she scolded me *in a good way* and told me that, "dont give up. I already did so much for it and I can do it" And her personal nick was 'hold on babeeee u know i'll always be here for u' (: (: (:

As you can see, my blog is lack of pictures right now. Exam period ma, no time to take pictures and my face so dam charn summore.
I need to go do my hair once my exam ends. My hair is in a bad shape : P
Then, will be more pictures la (:
" No one can make you feel vulnerable because vulnerability is just something that pulls you down"
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Reminisce

Old memories that will never be forgotten

I was looking through my old albums of pictures and it left me thinking back the old memories. Every single pictures had its own story and its own beginning and ending. "Pictures paint a thousand words" Hence, this post is going to be fill with pictures of memories that will leave you saying, "Aaaa, those were the days when we........... " :) CPU days.. I miss my pre-university days. We had so much fun despite the drama *ahem* Anne, u remember the dramas? Im sure you do ;-) We look dam young. Dam youthful. Can be inside those commercial to promote anti-aging cream already. hahaha. Anne's 19th birthday @ Souled Out, Hartamas. Dam 'tau keh' (kiddie) face right. Hahaha.My hair dam dam long and thick, i like :-) With minnie mouse and chilli padi :-P This was when we were in first year university. These two left me in Monash and joined UTS,Taylor. :-P I miss them like mad now :( They are my partners when Im in a bitchy mood :-D hehe and im happily married to Anne now :-) haha... right ?? ;-) First year university Monash. With my high school bestfriend, Aaron Tey. I miss him like mad now. I just saw a video of his suprise face in Natalia's blog. Made me miss him more. Him and his vulgar words. Be good Ren! :-) He always greet me with, " mat 7" or either that , "LDF la" =_=""

with the two lovelies, KeL & Vonnie @ Langkawi, 2006. I miss my long hair :( Vonnie looks so adorable here. *pinch* :-) with SherVe dear @ Forever 21 launch :-) Be good babes! ;-)
Summer of 2006. After me and Yinz summer papers, met up with our darling Erica for a girls day out and also to catch up with her before she flew to Melbourne :-( Our first girls day out @ My Home Bistro, Hartamas. We were supposed to have fondue k! But it wasnt open that night. I was dam dam sad :-( that i threw tantrum :-P hahah and we reunite again. lol. 2nd girls day out. This time it was at Friendster Cafe, Pyramid. Because it's much more convenient for us :-) since me and Yinz once again taking summer class. haha. Dam sad case like that right. Lol. Look how much each one of us changed from the picture above and this picture. I definitely fatter la because of Melbourne :-( Melbourne fatten me up. wtf . I hate you, Melbourne! :-P
Evelyn.. you will become fatter as well :-P hahah.. wtf :-p
Genting with saucey :-P He looked so immature here dong! :-P "tau keh" jason :-P hahaha..
with my sap ngong vain little mummy . haha .. Thank you for being a part in my life :-) despite that i alwis merajuk on you. LoL. Thank you for loving me. haha.. wtf .. sounds wrong. so wrong. ROAR! *inner joke* hahaa still looking young. hahah .. @ TGIF, Curve
with the crazy people in Jason Bear's Crib/Mansion. This was taken a few days before I flew to Melbourne. They made me laugh like mad all the times especially Marshie. @ KokWee's crib during one of our hardcore study moments. Hardcore still can take pictures. Yeng leh .. haha... @ my place :-) after Yinzie accompany me to do my medical check up :-) thank you mummy dear :-) hehee... Then, we went Centerpoint after that to study but pape KokWee was 2 hours late T_T A more recent picture of me :-) Fatter la right.. Sighs. Dont have to rub it in :-( with Anne @ Airport :-( and now we are happily married to each other. wtf.. haha *inner joke la dong* :-P hahah.. I want Mambo, shopping, and major bitching with you okay? :-)
Yun, you are part of my memories and my future :-) Though not much pictures of u and me but i dont need one because I will alwis remember our silly moments and happy moments and not forgetting sad moments :-) Love you alwis :-) xoxo I saw a quote in Natalia's blog : "Memories are a way of holding on to the things you love, the things you are, and the things you never want to lose." I would never trade anything for these memories. These memories are so precious to me :-) I didnt post most of the pictures that contained memories because there are too much sweet and bitter memories to be posted up. And also because blogger wouldnt allow me to post too many pictures :-( !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

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MeMories!

I just realized after reading WenZ that lantern festival was on friday night? and celebration was on saturday nite? Gosh.... reading everyone blog bout lantern festival brings me back to last year mooncake (lantern?) festival. I remember last year, i went to this park in DJ with wenz, kah choon and his friends. He made me mooncake, the type that i like, mini snowskin mooncake with lotus paste. He and his mum made it for me. I'm so touched even though the i only got to eat 1 piece before everything was eaten up by his friends -_- I remember complaining to him that i only got to eat one and merajuk when he said at least i got to eat. But, he suprise me the next day with the same type of mooncake but instead of mini, it's the normal size type =) Also, he made me a heart shape with candles.. I did take a picture of it.. but i cant find the picture. Im not sure where is it ! :( Everything he did that time were uber sweet. Even it's not much, but i like it cos it's jus plain simple. Gosh, so many things made me think back bout the past... This year, i didnt even realized when it's mooncake festival. Even i did, i couldnt be bother to celebrate it.. gosh........ ughhh..... i hate things that remind me of past... !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

MeMories!