Sinful...

Dear God,

Please let me have the determination to resist desserts or if not make everyone around me FAT so i can be more confident :( 

Look at my chubby face (-.-) 

Everytime without fail, both of us always ordered desserts! 

And rcently been having all these:

1. Chatime Bubble Tea

2. Snowflake

3. Starbucks session.

4. Macaroons/cakes! 

Whatsmore Nikki loves desserts as much as me.

So both of us always prefer desserts over main meals :( 

Most of the time, when we both meet up, we will either choose desserts :( 

Ugh! 

I am trying to limit my desserts especially bubble tea intakes to having it once a month and not once a week! :(

Wish me luck.

Needs to have nicer body by July for my Langkawi trip! :(

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Sinful...

Party weekend indead.

So the weekend was a dramatic and exhausting one for me. Too much dramas for me to handle in two nights. But the weekend has come and gone, hopefully this week will be a better one :) Friday and Saturday was spent *ahem* clubbing. I have my excuse ! :) Friday was VII's 2nd Anniversary and i scored VIP Pass :) * a big thank you to bimbo for giving me the pass* :) :) love I cook you more food okay :) And Saturday was Bass Lounge opening night. Have to give face to my bimbo right? :) Please come Bass Lounge on Saturday under Jasmine's guestlist :) *promoting for her * :) And to make matter worst, I lost my ID Card and Debit card on Saturday at Bass Lounge. %$#!!^&*%$@@!!~ -___________________- And I only found out when yesterday when I was about to do my grocery shopping -_- FML. How can Kat lost the most important in the world? The one that let her access to the world of happiness :( :( Aihhhh.. fml ... But thank you to those that cheer her up on Saturday just cause she was emo and down. Despite that they dont know what's the causes of her dampen mood :) But thank youuuuu :) I really appreciate how you all got my back :) But those that ffk THE PLAN, -________- shame on you all :( Boo! Bank time to settle my lost cards :( Love :) !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Party weekend indead.

This is all bullshit

Fuck this shit. I'm MIA-ing. !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

This is all bullshit

It's time to drag our lazy bum

Soooooo.... Bimbo and I joined dancing classes at MMA. We've been going for classes for the past two weeks. And still going for it :) What to do. Need to lose weight. Been eating so much lately -.- Hence, the everyday going for dancing classes and 'trying' to eat heathily :) Hip hop class later :) !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

It's time to drag our lazy bum

PMS

Cramp on exam period suck.Fml. So, please do not disturb me with stupid questions. My mood is going up and down and changes like how the Melbourne weather is. Soooo, do not bother me. Thank you very much !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

PMS

After effect

I'm touched that those I thought that won't remember but actually did. Thank you for the good luck wishes :) So, I'm down by one. It's so effing hard. Seriously. I came out the paper in the hoping that I will be able to just pass. But I don't want to just pass you know. *Yes,call me kiasu or whatsoever* That's cos with so many people underestimating me, I want to prove myself. I feel like crying after the paper. I had nervous breakdown during the paper and a few hours before the paper. My hands were literally shaking and I feel like throwing up a few times and went to the toilet a few times. This is bad. It's so bad. Fml. !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

After effect

Im abnormal

My body clock is back to my normal period *which is abnormal for normal humans* I sleep when everyone wakes up. I wake up just in time for dinner. -_______________________- Save me. Hardcoring period begins. And i felt down last Friday. Bruises on both knees :( Wish me luck for the hardcording duration. :( !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Im abnormal

Don't ask me

Lately, my anger and my emotions seem to be getting worse. I can't really control my anger. And gets irritated easily. So, please do not try to iritate me with all small stuffs and asking me stupid questions. How can you not be pissed when someone came to you on MSN and asked, "Why this whole week Melbourne will be raining"? -_________________________________________________________- How stupid okay! *breath in breath out* !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Don't ask me

migraine.. migraine. go away

Great... Migraine .... Because I've been overdosing on caffeine the past few weeks .. Ughhh... Migraine... UGh... !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

migraine.. migraine. go away

fever... and exams dont match

Great.. Down with fever 2 days before my first paper starts Great.. jus great... What did i do to deserve this? : ( !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

fever... and exams dont match

exam.. me no like

My paper starts on next Thursday. Omgosh. I am having butterflies in my stomach. And nervous kicks in. Give me strengths and pray for me : ( !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

exam.. me no like

High on caffeine

GReatttttttttttt... It's 5am ... Still bright awake.. Stupid black milk tea with pearls. Made me stay awake until now. Omg. the last time i drank black milk tea in China Bar, i couldnt sleep until 8am O_O Good stay-awake drink la. Seriously. I want to sleep also kenot. !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

High on caffeine

Fuck. my phone bill. ugh

It's just so not my day today. Feeling fuck up. Phone bill exceeded. How nice *sarcastic* Seeing unexpected people. Craving for junk foods. Ugh.. Been procrastinating alot lately. Need.to.get.myself.back.into.action !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Fuck. my phone bill. ugh

I fcuking hate Monash. Screw up systems. Just when i thought everything goes so smoothly & thanking God for it. Now the world has turned upside down. Flying off this saturday :( :( *tears* !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

I feel so fcuking lost.. Will be M.I.A until i feel like coming back... Thank god for upcoming vacations, if not.... Quoting from Yin, "A smiling face doesnt mean a smiling heart" Stop pretending to understand me if you guys dont. And no, Im not disheartened for the rest of my lifes.. Just for now. Been having these feelings for days. It's just hard to let people in.. It's better to just hang in there and think the best of it.. But it's just so hard .... !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

My optus bill is causing me headache. 585 Aud O_________________O omg.... daddy's gona kill me.. my one month rent man! :( :( Need to find ways to pay it off without letting daddy know :( Die la. Stupid optus. *curse curse* NEVER EVER SIGN OPTUS! ITS DAM STUPID ! *screams* !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Shit.. Headache. It's 8am in the morning. I slept at 5 am last night. Shit.. Shit.. Headache. What am I doing now? Trying to read organisational behaviour textbook to prepare myself for the assignment 1. Die.. Die.... Wah, dam hungry... But... I dam lazy to cook breakfast :( Aiya, drink soy milk and eat apple only la. !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Things change so dam fast that it scares me. Its only a month or more Im here and I miss so much? Things changes so fast in that one month time? Wow. I'm glad for my Yinz. I'm seriously dam happy for you. Rica, Im gona tell you more about it soon when I see you! =) I hate the way at times I feel. I'm so freaking sensitive and dependent. This sucks. Effing sucks. I hate me... Emo time.. Sorry. !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Subject: Holidays on the 1st & 2nd of May 2007. Date: Mon, 23 Apr 2007 18:18:07 +1000 From: Jason.Lim@adm.monash.edu To: bulkmessage@monash.edu.au Reply-To: Jason.Lim@adm.monash.edu *********************************************************************** A message from Jason Lim - Student Administration *********************************************************************** Kindly be advised that in view of the two Public Holidays: Labour Day and Wesak Day falling on the same day i.e. 1st May 2007, Monash University Malaysia shall observe 1st and 2nd May 2007 as Public Holidays. At present, 26th of April is considered a normal working day and the university will be openned as usual. !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

I hate her. I hate him. I hate both of them. So dam annoying. !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->