Havent been updated my blog for quite some time. Got lots of pictures to upload..Since I'm free right now!so yea, decided to upload some pics! Dinner In Italianies on 8th of November 2006 Melissa organized a nice dinner in Italiannies,1u so all of us can get together and talk, chill.. Edwin, Wee and I went 1u early to shop! I havent been shopping for quite some time at that time. With exams and everything. So yea, i managed to bug Wee to accompany me shopping eventhough i only bought one bag! Meet up with Kelly and Vonnie there! Am so happy to see them! Anyway, pictures!

me, Khai Yeing and Yin.

Wee and me. wee, me and jason. The only picture i have with Jason ! cos he pa pe!

from top left: melissa, yin, joanne, me, joey, siu.. I heart them lots! This picture prove that everyone is special in their own way.Hehe!

me and yin.. i heart her lots too ! :) She's small but do not get deceive by her 'smallness' =P

su lynn and ben.super loving couple.. it makes u go awwwww.. hehe! yin, me, siu... I absolutely love this picture.Im sure u un rite, yinz? hehe!

hoong and edwin... they r dam nice and they r single now.. anyone interested ? hehe!

hoong, yin, me, wee.. When the four of us r together, conderfirm havoc ! =P

silly us.. hehe! this picture crack me up everytime i look at it.Maybe cause of Wee and Edwin's silly-ness =P

Group Picture! Nice right? =P Hehe! mirror ! It's so norm that girls alwis take pictures in front of mirror ey?

The girls... Guess where r we? u will be so pei when u found out.Haha! Su Lyn was dam pei ! =P

Silly boys! But adorable at the same time. They made all of us laugh non-stop that night =D

More pictures on that night coming soon! need to get it from Yin and MeL. But u can view most of it in my multiply ! =D

19th November 2006 !

We supposed to go Malacca that day.But oh well, things happen. Don't want to go into details.Im sure Yin will un why.. But anyway, me, Yin and Wee went to have breakfast in ss2. Yummy foods. Dam long never go ss2 eat breakfast dy! Good company and great food = PERFECT

Inside the car on the way to Curve. Yin and me. I heart her alot laaa... hehe!

Then, we went to Curve. Wanted to tell the manager in Italiannies that I wanted to quit. Hehe! Walked around the flea market but couldnt find anything to buy. Dam sad laaa.... WE decided to catch a movie.. BOO ! That's the title of the movie. Edwin, Hoong and Josh reached Curve in 10-15mins time from Klang! OMG ! Thank God im not inside the car! i think i will die.. lolz.. But who asked Edwin and Hoong keep sleeping.. Mades Josh drove so fast. Padan muka. Hehe! The movie was super freaky. Chi Tut ! made me kenot sleep that night ! I stay up whole night ! But i still want to watch scary movie ! hehe.. After movie, we went to Kim Gary for tea.. But as for Hoong, Edwin and Josh.. its their breakfast ! heh! PEH ! =P

in Cathay Cinema.. me and Wee

yin and me in Cinneleisure... :)

me and yin in KIm Gary, Curve.

Yin label us the posers.. Haha! the boy got my cam-whoring disease dy ! *beams* haha!

edwin and josh busy eating to layan us -_-

Hoong looks so adorable here! hehe! PEH ! =P

yeaa.... that's ciggs in his mouth. -_- Gangster betul ! =P

Toodles people

!-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

I decided to pamper myself and because i'm such a forgiving person ... I give Dry Cut, 1u a try again... The last time i went there for rebonding, it came out weird... So i vow to myself not to go back there again..But because the nearest A Cut Above is in Mid Valley and it's pretty far for someone without car like me.. So yea... Dry Cut again.. I asked them for a shade darker than my now light brown hair.. And it came out ... BLACK ! Can u believe it? im not mocking those with black hair... But...but.... I cant have BLACK hair. I look weird in black hair! *screams* And my bro said i look so typical chinese... So yea, Kathryn now have black hair.No pictures! Because i know i look weird.Hehe.So if u guys see me in my black hair, don't laaa say not nice. Maybe u guys could say, "ok wert" or "not bad laaa" Since i have black hair, i decided to give my nails a splash of black color.. Gothic look maaaa I will never ever go back Dry Cut anymore! And i gave my blog a makeover as well ! new tag box, new profile pictures! Anyway, I wana get a new mp3 in Singapore. But i cant decide which one should i get. Im dam fickle minded man ! Im deciding either Ipod nano (2nd Gen) or Creative. I like this pink ipod nano.But i don't want 4GB laaa... I dun have that much songs oso.But I REALYY LOVE PINK ! But @GB Ipod nano is in silver... I dont fancy silver that much.. Pink is more AWESOME! Dam sad laaa On the other hand, Creative is alright.. The price is reasonable as well. But..but..they dont have in pink.... How? How? I cant decide... I keep comparing also kenot decide...hmmmm.... hmmmm... I HATE MY BLACK HAIR ! CHI TUT ! I WANT MY BROWN HAIR BACK LAAA ! !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Nothing hurts more than realising he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him Love is something like the process of building a building. You try to build the foundation as you trottle along the line of a relationship. First, there must be an architectural plan to guide it. A building cannot be built without knowing when it is finally done, thus the need for a final picture. Likewise in a relationship, there must be a mutual goal to look forward to. Secondly, there must be the ground digging, laying out the structure and bricks, all the dynamism involved when it comes to building something. In a relationship, that's linked to the process of sharing your thoughts, setting ground rules, and getting to know each better. Then once the foundation of the building is built, there's the process of painting the building and furnishing it. Like a building, a relationships needs to be able to flourish and brilliantly flourish through deeds of kindness, materiality, and thoughtfulness. Then after a while, a building will start to decay. The paint will be peeling off and there will signs of ageing apparent throughout it. A relationships will start to have problems and the individuals involved in it will start to see only the bad in the other and soon will drift apart. Feelings will be lost and hearts will be broken. But with a building, there's always a chance of revival. Soon, someone will notice the rotting building and effort will be done to restore it to its former glory. In a relationship, there's a slight chance one party will try to mend things and there's a chance things will be better. If both parties are willing to genuinely cooperate, the chances of things working out is high. Truly, chances are nothing can ever be truly what it is before, building and relationship both. But sometimes the patches of change will evolve into something better, better than before. !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

I got tagged by Julia the sweetie and im waiting for my hair to dry. Just came back from Mambo ! :) So yea, here am I doing the tag LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE Name: Kathryn Soo Wei San Birth Date: 18th February 1987 Current Status: In a relationship :) Eye Color: Dark Brown Hair Color: Light Brown & im loving it :) Righty or Lefty: Lefty Zodiac Sign: Aquarius LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE Your Heritage: Chinese Your Fears: Failing, conflict, no goals in life, realising that my goals are useless Your Weakness: Easily Influenced, dependent, lazy :( Your Perfect Pizza: hawaian pizzzaa babeyyyy :) LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW Your Thoughts First Waking Up: I need cash =P Your Bedtime: 3am :) but it depends.If i gotto work, then obviously earlier Your Most Missed Memory: SMKDJ, CPU, Taylors :) LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK Pepsi or Coke: Coke McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald. I love the fries and ice-cream :) *how to diet like that?* Single or Group Dates: I dont mind both. It depends on the situation. Adidas or Nike: Nike laaaa.... The design can kill me Lipton Tea or Nestea: Lipton Tea =D yummm ! Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.. I lovveee choco too muchhh :) Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino laaaa.... coffee? not my style =Pp LAYER FIVE: DO YOU Smoke: no way! i love my health too much. Curse: Wat Do U Think? Chi Tut ! =P LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH Drank Alcohol: yeaa...! Gone TO The Mall: of cos ! Shopping keeps me sane! Been On Stage: Nope. I got stage fright laaaa Eaten Sushi: got gua.. Dyed your hair: nope. No time to touch up my hair laaa... LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER Played A Stripping Game: nope.. but would love to try it ;) Changed who you were to fit in: i did once.. But i realised it's dam fcuk up. So yea.. LAYER EIGHT: Age you're hoping to be married: 27th ?if possible? i dunooo... when the time comes :) LAYER NINE: IN A GUY/GIRL Best eye color: Light Brown Best hair color: anything that suits him :) Short or long hair: definitely short .. LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING 1 Minute Ago: Doing this thing ler... 1 hour ago: inside Sean's car :) 4.5 hours ago: in Mambo :) 1 month ago: relaxing.. cos my exams just over! :) 1 year ago: just got my CPU result and have some shits going on.. LAYER ELEVEN: FINIHS THE SENTENCE I love: Shopping!, cheese cake =) I feel: down and emo... I hate: backstabber, people that made me feel down. I hide: my emotions at times.. I miss: being silly when im young.. I need: money and lose weight! *fat dei* *broke sumore* :( bad combo! LAYER TWELVE: TAG 9 OR MORE PEOPLE SherVe Laine Wen Ni Alex Nessa Thia KeL Vonnie Anyone i supposed :) !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Sean, Aaron, Maine, Jac, Meng Kwan.... Thanx for the concerns and care.. And oso for providing me junk foods to drown my sorrow.. Thanx for being there for me last week.. After___________ release.. I love u guys! :) Dun worry... Im alright :) !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Working in PC Fair was awesome. Tiring but fun! :) Working with Nette is fun! we laugh 24/7 ;) The best part? Julia is working in the same hall as me! and her booth is near mine. And Wee got a job last min. His booth is near mine as well! Yippee.. Working with Nette? FUN! Working with Julia? AWESOME! Working with Wee? NICE! Triple the fun! :) hehe.... But the downside? i cant use the money i get to spend right now. Need to save up for singapore. Stupidd singapore! if not cause of Singapore, you will see me in malls right now! :) Toodles people. !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

It's so dam disappointed.. It's so dam unexpected... What I need now? 1. Lots of junk foods. 2. Lots of sappy movies. 3. Hide in my room. 4. Lots of moolah to do some retail therapy. It's just so fcuk up. !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

It's 21st on tuesday. Yeah, i know. It's way past. But i just don't have the time to update. So anyway, Happy 5th month anniversary! We have our ups and downs like most relationship but like you said, "we can always settle it and we learn from the mistakes we make" Time is passing so fast. It seems like it's only yesterday or so we had our 4th month. =) 'Its just a blink of an eye'

Absence makes the heart go fonder =) I'm glad to have you baby :) i know you know that :)

the things you do to make me happy even how silly or dumb it is.. *beams happily* :) i loveeee you, Kian Wee ! :) big squishy hugs + lots of luv + kisses = reward =P

!-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

I'm so tired. Not only about my current job. Everything. Every single thing reminds me of something. Memories play a big part of everyone's life. There are times when I walked past a certain place and it remind me of different thing. It's like a chronological thing. In reality, you supposed to shut the door once it had ended but mentally, everything remind you of something. Something that trigger your brain and at times it brought you back to that period. Someone said, "relationship is like everything else, it needs nurture" Dam right! but waht if only one party did the nurturing? How would it turns out to be? Everytime i thought, "oh, this could be different" but every single time, it turns out to be the same. It's so disappointed that sometimes i just want to let it go. It's better to have it once, then not having it at all. It's like raining.. Whenever rain stops, we can see the sunshine.but the rain is the challenges that everyone takes in order to see the sunshine. Just like relationship.Whenever things got bitter, if the relationship cant stand a little challenges, then it's useless to keep it going.. I believe that the sun will rise once the rain stops. The brightness of the sunlight is so binding that it puts a smile on my face This is what i like. But now, i find it hard to be patient.. I find it hard to wait for that sunlight.. My patience is running thin.Im afraid that at times my emotion will takes over my actions and i will regret it. Gosh, i hope that one day i cant just forget about everything. !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

I didnt go for work today..because i lost my voice! So, now i'm still thinking whether should i go for work tomorrow.. wee is such a jerk! force kao me to go work! u think everyone like him so like this kinda job meh..and the money now dun even freaking motivate me! this shows how much i loathe this job.. if u know bout this job, i bet u will hate it too! trust me, u will ! anyway, im gona upload some pics... I havent been updating my blog for quite some time.. So yea, a lil outdated... =P Maison on 9th of November 2006

me and wee inside the car.. on our way to maison... that night, four cars went down... all of them were trying to out-do each other.. imagine the feeling i had inside the car... =Pp

lummy and me ... She got great assets and she's single now :) me and jason :) He pa pe wan... =Pp

lummy and khai yeing.. my darlings: kelly, me and vonnie :) i luv them so much... cant wait to go singapore with them! :)

a candid shot of vonnie and juz ..

i heart them :) vonnie, justin, cheetah, kelly and me =) me and khai yeing :) a down to earth and awesome girl :) definitely a guy's dream girl ;)

vui peng, ben, su lynn.. i cant remember the girl name =P pei sze, jess, serene and me :)

dont ask me what and why we did this...i jus lurve this picture because i look nice =Pp

......................... me and wee inside maison.......... hah! my face was not red! they assume that i will get tipsy and my face will become as red as a lobster.. but they are wrong! =Pp

me and sonia the hottie :) she's HOT

ju nn and mua.... she's one hell hot chiq but dam nice :)

me, sonia and ju.. look! someone *cough* sonia is drunk ! =Pp hehe

me and aaron.. i look sweaty here... cause the podium is so stuffy... that it makes me sweat like a pig when i dance on the podium.. because wee dont let me drink ! so i dance and dance.. grind and grind.. hehe

cheryl and me.... we both look sweaty because maison is so dam stuffy ...

Me and wee.... a combination of four different posts.. Unique and awesome.. haha.. *syok sendiri* i got nothing to do inside the car.. so i keep cam-whoring... i think wee was amused by this =Pp ........

Ughh... another working day tmw....

!-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

I quit Italianies last saturday.HEHE.. I started working in an advertising companies but it's not what i expected it to be. fcuk.. I wana quit already.. i know.. i know... fickle minded ... but seriously... i realyl really cant stand it anymore... ughhh.. fcuk.. anyone wana offer me a job ? !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

I start working today in Italiannies, Curve. One word: BORING ! I almost fall asleep.. And my legs hurt like mad.. Being a hostess is no fun at all. Standing OUTSIDE all the time = hot + tiring.. Wee is the waiter and he get to sit in some air-con room... Bugger.. *smack* and he complains too cold.. celaka.. mocking me.. :( Gosh,i got so many pictures to upload.. but i sleepy like hell now.. Another long day tmw; 12-10pm :( !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

A cousin of mine recently asked me about love I thought.. ' gosh, you couldn't have asked a person more unsuitable than me. ' I have such a made up utopian version of love that sometimes I think I will never experience love the way I want to. I thought... and thought.... and thought..... and thought............ and thought somemore.... but I couldn't come up with an analogy good enough. Every example I wanted to use just fell short. Then it came to me. I have been keeping the flowers that Kah Choon sent me for my 18th birthday. They wilted long time and as I stared at it.... I realized something! Love is like a blooming flower!

When you first get them they are wound up tight. The petals huddle close together as though united they will be safe from anything. You look at them and you can't help but get distracted by the smaller flowers around them. The tiny flowers are as perky as they'll ever be.... ready to be admired. Yet you are still drawn to the roses, you just know that there can only be something good hidden within that bulb. Sadly at times this knowledge of 'better things to come' isn't enough to keep you from wondering if you should have just bought the tiny flowers instead of the roses. They, after all last longer than the roses.. and you don't have to sit around and wait for them to bloom. Looking at that vase... you see tiny thorns sticking out of the stem. Thorns ready to prick and hurt those who try to hurt their beloved roses.

That express me

People say that I am a cold-hearted bitch. That I play with people's emotions and that I don't ever feel for them what I make them feel for me. I am like a new bulb... I will not bloom until I am ready to; no matter how much you water me and care for me... I will not bloom until I really want to. I feel that when I am huddled up I can protect myself better. These walls around me will protect me from any hurt you may produce. Yet I know that there are many other pretty.. fun girls around at all times. Girls who may not have as many hang-ups as I do. Girls that will be open way before I will ever be... and girls who will stay open whilst I might decide to close again. Yet most of the time; the moment I choose to bloom is the moment I choose to give it my all. When I decide to open that is when you should know that I will never choose to close.. I will only close if you make me... if I feel that there is nothing left for me to be open for.Yet though I might not show much emotion as a closed bulb; the claws are there just like the thorns. The sharpened claws are always there, ready to hurt those who even show the tiniest inclination of hurting me.

Then the flower blooms.

The beauty is indescribable. The joy is unfathomable. The wait couldn't have been more worthwhile.You look at the flower and you realize that; everything hidden within those tight petals had been necessarry of time and patience. I wish that all these patience are worth it. And it's not something that i mistaken myself for it.

Like i said, 'Love is like flowers, it will wilt but the wilted flowers are still pretty if the person choose to see the pretty side of the wilted flowers"

I do hope that one day my man will be able to see the pretty side of the wilted flowers.

!-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Maison was alright :) I didnt get tipsy like what stupiddd Jason Lim predict .. *beams proudly* Pictures will be up as soon as i receive frm wee :) Happy Birthday Kailash !!!!! :) Hope u have a wonderful night !! And dont get too wild k ? =p Glad to know you in Cpu :) enjoy all d times :) *hugs* :) !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

I cant wait ! Thursday maison with my darlings; KeL, Vonnie, Jason Lim and Wee ! :) OF cos, not forgettin my long lost darlin Su Lin :) Thia! u better finish up ur rehersal early !! :) I wana take lots of pictures with my babes and my boy :) !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Some random pictures during our *ahem* study period in library and the breaks we have :)

me and jason. He's my personal fashion consultant, my brother, i bug him whenver i want and of cos a super uber caring fren! ;)

wee and mua... He let me merajuk + throw tantrum on him :) I >3 him :)

shou ren and me :) me and yin yin :) i wurve her! she help me bully jason ...

Wee and mua in Khai Yeing hse :) me, edwin, lum, and yin in khai yeing hse :)

jason and me :) me, yin and jason.. we r special in our own way :)

!-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Finals are finally over !! technically it ended on thurs, 2 nov! Law was alrite.. but fcuk, i think im gona fail my money and capital paper.... oh well, no point crying over spill milk ey? Cant wait for Maison this coming thurs ! :) Yesterday i went to Starhill with my babes and her guy and his friends.. The dinner there was awesome! super delicious! there goes my dieting plan =P I went to Cats Whiskers, Baci, Gossips, Blook, Shoes Shoes Shoes, Shopholic to pamper myself ;) And i wore a red satin top with jeans with my pumps... It was courtesy of Jason Lim's advice... He's my personal fashion consultant ! and free of charge !! =) *hugs* After dinner in Starhill, we went for a drink in Luna. The view was awesome.. Too bad Jason lim couldnt be there ! =P well, faster finish up ur exams and we shop ! shop! and shakey! shakey! =) i dam kao hate him wan lor.Forever fcuking mean wan! wtf pictures will be upload soon. Rushing out for a dinner in Shogun =) yummy =) toodles !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->