Things are complicated

8am : raining heavily. Just got out from the shower :) with heater turn on and a bottle of water next to me. Listening to Craig David - unbelievable over and over again. Addicted to this song. Maybe it's because of the lyrics. Currently there's too much thoughts and stuffs running in my head. Trying to find solutions. Trying to think what to do. I wish Anne, Yunnie, Yinz are here with me. You guys are needed badly. And they said, Precaution is better than cure. Still feeling dizzy from the amount of champagne i drank. Champagne is love :) Thank you for all the cares and loves and hospitality from Millicent . :) Another round of alcohol tonight :) *loves* Gona start watching Moonlight Resonance just because i need a dose of __________ PS: Alvin, can u please faster fly here already? :) PS: A reminder to call MAS :) More pictures update when things are not so... complicated !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Things are complicated

My girls

Live to love everyone that is your friends. Thats what each and everyone is trying to learn to do. But.. How many can actually do this? Humans are selfish creature. No offense. I admit, i am selfish. But i am trying to learn not to be from the guidance of Yunnie & Yinnie . Both of them are my saviours, my angels, my guidance :) You both taught me not to be too selfish and learn to let go and not hold grudges. I really hate the distance among the three of us. Millions km aparts. 15 more days till i am in the place where i called home, the place where i basked in my comforts and the place where my lovelies are :) I'm through the phrases of homesick after a year plus in Melbourne. But the feeling of unfamiliarity and the feeling of hatred are still here. I hate the lifestyle here and the people here. I love to be at the comfort of my family. The feeling of running back to my family and meeting my girls every night are blissful. I am dreading for the future in Melbourne. I am. Who knows? I might apply for jobs in the States to be near to one out 4 of my girls :)) I guess I would be somewhere except Melbourne. And people stop asking , So joseph how. He will be in Melbourne. Dont bother asking so how. I will survive without him okay. I am not that weak. Furthermore, if i am in States, I will have Yunnie :) It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go, Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall. I feel like you've always been, Forever a part of me. That's how my girls friendship are to me. :) I am blessed :) !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

My girls

Stress cause me do stupid things

Pre-exam period : During the revision of exams week, Joseph came to my place almost everyday and cooked something for me for my dinner. But i only took some of the food that he cook because I am too hungry to even take picture of it :P

Chicken with red chillies and black pepper. With potato and brocolli inside :)

Strawberry with my food :D !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Stress cause me do stupid things

Happy birthday Ming

Been happily heading out to city after 3 days of rest at home :) Waking up early in the morning to head out as shops closes at 5pm :( Lousy Melbourne :p It's just like the winter break this year. Waking up early to head out to city to spend as much time with Alicia before she heads back to Malaysia for goood . Alicia, you fei mui, faster come back here la. I miss your FAT CINDY :P Anyway, due to me being lazy of bringing my camera out or taking it out from my bag, I am patiently waiting for people to upload pictures in facebook for me to steal :P But everyone is being a lazy poke :P On the 5th of november, I couldnt stand temptations and went to city to join Ming's 20th Birthday Celebration with the gang despite that i have paper the next day. See how important you are :P You better treat me better and start taking Yiling's hint :P Birthday boy .. :)

the MR family :P lol .. look at my chan face. :( due to days and nights of overdosing on coffee and also been sleeping for 1 hr only everyday. ROAR! : (

eugene, cheryl, yiling, ming.
Not much picture because yi ling didnt upload on facebook or update her blog. hahaha
Next post, Ricaaaa's 21st :) !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Happy birthday Ming

Time to head out

After three days of sleeps and rest at home. With masks on my face, chicken essence, birds nest and healthy food, I am well enough to head out :) Headed to city today with the boy : ) Everyone is still having exams. Excep those girlies back home :( I hate Melbourne shops! Everything closes so dam early! I reached city around 3. And i have around 2plus hours to walk around. Ugh! Forced the boy to return the environment box shit things at Office Works because he bought 10 boxes! -_-""" I dont have that much stuffs to fit into 10 boxes! *rolls eyes* Joking :) I know you mean well :) But 10 boxes are too much :P Bought my first pair of gladiator sandals :) Woot! loving it :) Milli, i bet you will love it too. Wait till u see it! Hahahaha Had dinner at Noodle Kingdom at Russell St. Hot & Sour soup doesnt taste as nice as the one in glenny :( And the dumpling's dam oily! omgosh! O_____________________o Baby girl's 21st tmw : ) What to wear? : ) !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Time to head out

migraine.. migraine. go away

Great... Migraine .... Because I've been overdosing on caffeine the past few weeks .. Ughhh... Migraine... UGh... !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

migraine.. migraine. go away

Tired. Exhausted.

and this is how i feel right now. Tired.. Exhausted.. Drained.. Picture adopted from StickGal But it's finally over! 4 papers down... I been sleep deprieved for weeks. Time to hibernate. Time to pamper myself. Time to detox my diet :D Picnics darling! :) Mornington : ) Erica's , meshel and jas 21st :) 24 more days ! : ) !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Tired. Exhausted.

save me..

This is how i feel last night and this morning.
Hanging by the cliff, at the edge of death, and not knowing whether i survive or dont.
It;s done. Over..
But the feelings of hanging by the cliff is still there...
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save me..

Hang in there... Hang in there

Me is officially ............dying... Just two more papers! *kathryn, you can do it!* yea, i hope .... give me strengths.. yunnie, i need your lucky charm. please come online to talk to me the day before exam :) you always managed to let me sit tru my papers :) *29 more days* :) !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Hang in there... Hang in there