Insight

Hmmm. A little insight.

Read this line from Babysaint.

At the end of the day, humans are selfish. They will do what's best for themselves. Apply to ALL humans.
I believe in this.
The only difference is the level of selfish-ness u incorporate.

Yes, you can be selfish. You can do what you think it's best for yourselves.
No one is stopping u but..
Do it within the limit.
Do NOT fcking cross the limit, which YOU yourselves know best :)

This doesn't refer to anyone specific please.
Just a little insight.

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Insight

I just call you mine

Found a comic tweeted by YeeHou

"how to mark your girlfriend"

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Till the next post :)

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I just call you mine

Nearly got killed..

Today, for the first time ever after god knows how long, I went to the gym.
The last time I went to the gym was uhm most probably Form 5 and college days.
Now, after all these years, I'm back to the gym and I nearly died. Lol.
Why the sudden gym? Been talking about going to gym for ages and for the first time ever Im awake at the right time to head to gym.
First ever thing I did was treadmill. 120km/3.5 speed. And trust me, it's pretty slow. But I was out of breath after 15 minutes. -______- I was afraid that the guy beside me will start laughing at me -_____-
I done 1 hour and 30 minutes of treadmill, cross trainer, abs crunch and weight trainer. And I felt my legs were floating. Wtf. Now my whole body aching like mad and when I came back after shower, I slept like a baby. Supposed to be a short nap but I ended up sleeping for god knows how long. I'm not destined to do cardio. :( But I'm training myself for the jog and 40km marathon in KL -____- It's 6am and im still awake skype-ing with the boy playing guessing what's the song game. hahahahaha.. wtf !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Nearly got killed..

The world is fill with all sorts of people

Seriously. Some people are really pissing me off. Annoy the shit out of me. Haven't your high school teacher taught you? Dont assume because when you assume you make an ass out of YOU and ME. Geez. The years of studies in your life didn't taught you anything? Anything about how to behave like a saint human ? I guess not. If you really think that by backstabbing will get you somewhere and that lil' plan of yours will alwis remain a secret, well THINK AGAIN. Not every girls are as naive and bimbo as you think they are okay. Get.a.life.loser. Because assumption is for loser like you. I wouldn't know whether to applaud you or cry at your pathetic attempt. Gosh. I would have laugh but Im trying not to because you are too pathetic. !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

The world is fill with all sorts of people

Locked..

So, i lock my blog .. And if u are able to read it congrats, *pat* haahhahhhahaha........... toodles !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Locked..

Heater Vs. Cold Air

I think I should make my room as hot as the weather in Malaysia so I wont feel hungry. Thats what Evelyn said la... She said she switch on her heater in her room until her room temperature is as hot as Malaysia and lo and behold (wahhh, canggih aku punya perkataan! : P ) she said she doesnt feel hungry. I mean of course will feel hungry when it's time for lunch, dinner la.. But not all the time. So from now, my room is gona be dam dam hot : P I dont care la.. You know right, I feel hungry all the time now .. Melbie, you sucks. P/S: one down, three to go : ) !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Heater Vs. Cold Air

Things that I have no idea why I blab it out

*burp* hhhahaha... Am waiting for Alicia to wake up O_O So we can get our ass off to the library. Just had my yummy and filling breakfast. 3 pieces of sweet potatoes, one apple with peanut butter *slurps* and a cup of milo ku, my love . HAHAHAA.. Pieces of things that i realized or uhm want to be la :

1. Online shopping is awesome and dam addictive. You can surf surf surf and click addDe add add until your total of the bill could come up to 300+Aud in one brand only.
2. Why oh why didnt my parents born me out during July????!?!? I wana be a july baby. I always have. Then i can name myself July Kathryn Soo Wei San. HAHAHAHA : D No la, because I hate to be February baby. Being one means that Im older among the rest of my friends and am being call aunty for it T_____T Also, because my girls said I dont act like my age *im somesort the oldest among my girls la : ( * but im being pamper by them *loves* : )
3. I need to stop eating so much junk food .. but i need junk food because im alwis hungry when i need to study. Reading the textbook is very energy consuming la. Too much informations already.. And dam boring okay. : ( But i sudah banyak gemuk ni
4. Studying in the library is very productive and amusing. Provided the housemate is there to nag me to study la.. Then it is very productive. She seriously nag me to study, which is good.. And she gave me so much words of encouragement that it boast up my level of confidence : P hahaa.. also ar, she put so much hope in me for scoring, I must make her proud wert right.. *omg, im gona miss her like mad next sem* T_T
5. I sleeps alot. like alot. I can take a nap in the afternoon and still sleeps dam early on the same day. I like to sleep la. It's my hobby. Even housemate called me a pig T_T An adorable one k ! : P HAHAHAHAHA
6. I secretly hope to get marry like in 3 years time. Hahahaha... because i want to la. I want to be siu lai lai and stay at home and watch TVB dramas everyday. hahahah.. *sam, not play mahjong k! I stay at home to watch tvb dramas* :P HAHAHA ..
7. I miss my two mummies : Mummy rica & mummy yinz. : ( They dam sayang me until i feel so much loved. HAHAHAHAHAHA : P
8. I wana eat my taro cake with my wifey Anne *slurps*

Im getting sleepy again =_=""" How to go library like that? sighs.
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Things that I have no idea why I blab it out

A post about me...

***EDITED ******* Millicent wrote a post about me : ) *big big smiles * click The girl that on a healthy eating plan as me :D hahaha The girl that made me nice onz milo : D The girl that let me steal her sandwiches :D The girl that misses Msia food as much as i do & constantly talk to me about food :D The girl that looks lan si but its so not lan si :D I'm so full right now that i feel like throwing up. Seriously! I had caramel macadamia cheesecake at around 12 something in the afternoon! Then. just now headed to Sofia @ Camberwell for our early dinner. We actually finished eating dinner at 630pm. Hahaa. That's not the main point. The main point is that there's only 4 of us. AND WE FREAKING ORDER PASTA MISTA FOR TWO *which i think can feed like maybe 6 of us girls* T___T ,SMALL GARLIC BREAD *this one dam ONZ i tell you* AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST HAWAIAN CHICKEN LARGE PIZZA! Why ? Because we wai sek (greedy!) . Everything also feel like eating. In the end, I overeat yet again. =_=" I overeat because I'll feel bad if i see food unfinished despite that I am dam 7 full. Sorry la.. Im like that. My parents bought me up not to waste food la.And when i see unfinished food *or to be more precise food that I order*, I will think of those poor people with no food la. Those that survive only on like those leftover food. Is that why Im chubby?? O_O Or those old people, like super old still have to walk shop by shop approaching people to sell tissues all those. When i see those old people doing such things, I will literally tear wan. Im very emotional wan la.That's why despite that i full until can die i will still finish the food. Unless really really full till want to commit suicide those la. Then of course cannot eat already *like today* T_______T I eat until dam syok tonight. Eat like nobody's business until.... Sam said i look dam unglam when Im eating today. Because on my left hand im holding a fork with garlic bread poked in and my right hand i was eating the seafood stuffs and trying to stuff pastas inside my mouth. And then i will take a bite of my garlic bread then continue with my pasta. You.Get.The.Drift. Omg. I foresee 2 + 2 will said I dam greedy already T_T Too much of *ahem* *ahem* Ho Chiak girl . hahaha. Aiyer. I dont care already. I learn to enjoy my food and learn not to think about FAT la. I enjoy my food too much to eat one or two mouth, then full already. As long as i dont snack on junk, then it's okay! :D :D Sei lo.. Housemate influence me kao kao. I will never eat this way. Wtf If Im closer to you, then you will see my unglam eating style :D :D HAHAHA. I am dam 'chor lou" wan la. I eat like uhm a guy. HAHAHAHHA. Because im a shy person, I will tend to eat nicely in front of you guys. And stop laughing when I said im shy. I AM LA T___T Why am i not shy? Because im too noisy is it?? Should I be more gentle and feminine then? : D And why do you guys have to laugh when i said im shy when im new to the new people? WHYYYYYYYYYYY ??? AM I NOT ? Ok la. Im going to sleep first before i hardcore study : ) Dam tired. 7am till 7pm. Whole day in university. Which explains why my sentences doesnt connect. PS: Im so in Love :D :D and i do believe in FATE : D *22nd May, Someone's Bday!* : ) Hint: 2 + 2 : D *yinz, you feel me?* ;) !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

A post about me...

High on caffeine

GReatttttttttttt... It's 5am ... Still bright awake.. Stupid black milk tea with pearls. Made me stay awake until now. Omg. the last time i drank black milk tea in China Bar, i couldnt sleep until 8am O_O Good stay-awake drink la. Seriously. I want to sleep also kenot. !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

High on caffeine

Test test test

AIS test on Tuesday was alright. Hopefully can score. And Peter Kruiger, the unit coordinator said it's the easiest as compare to finals. WAT?!?!?!? Meaning final is gona be a killer. -_-"" Actually, I quite like AIS lor . Yinz said Im crazy for liking AIS. hehe! Im in a VERY happy mood today despite that Im a little sick and assignments stress ahead. In a good mood ar because I bumped into someone today :D *cheeky smile* hehe That someone is so nice ! ok.. not a very good word to describe.. I feel so hyper until now. My girls, come online soon! I want to tell you so you can feel giddy with me :D hehe !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Test test test

A&W mascot. Wtf

Anne is becoming an A & W Bear Bear. hahahahaha A & W Bear Bear cute wert right Anne? We still love you eventhough you became A & W Bear Bear :P HAHAHAHHA Test tmw.. *breath in breath out* Dam sleepy now la. Yesterday night never sleep. Sei mo. Tonight gona full focus on it. Jay Chou's songs are on my playlist for the next two hours. Repeating and repeating. !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

A&W mascot. Wtf

Procrastination is my middle name

Dam procrastinating. Shit man. Had a great day today. Will go into further details soon once i get the pictures from meshel. *send to me!* :-) Feeling dam full. Die. Bloated. Came back... Rest awhile. Shower. Download photoscape. Change my blog header. Bug Alicia. Then come into my room. Supposed to start studying. But..but... watch some series. Then open my book. But.. continue watching series and try to study. Fail.. Tak jadi...Book open though.Right in front of me. Aiyo.. Sei mo.. Everyday so lazy. Class pun tak pergi. How to score? haha ... To be continued... hahah .. !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Procrastination is my middle name

Fuck. my phone bill. ugh

It's just so not my day today. Feeling fuck up. Phone bill exceeded. How nice *sarcastic* Seeing unexpected people. Craving for junk foods. Ugh.. Been procrastinating alot lately. Need.to.get.myself.back.into.action !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Fuck. my phone bill. ugh

Hardcoring .. ugh

*EDITED* I had enough. Its time to get my priorities right. Knowing whats right for me. Hardcore studying mode on :) I hope so :) Missing my girls back home :( Easter break without you girls suck! :( Anne, how i wish we could swap places right now! :( What happens when you decided to go for it but your mind tells you otherwise? !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

Hardcoring .. ugh

I fcuking hate Monash. Screw up systems. Just when i thought everything goes so smoothly & thanking God for it. Now the world has turned upside down. Flying off this saturday :( :( *tears* !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

I had so much downs recently that it made me feel uneasy. Made me feel bleak. Gosh. Sometimes i dont know is it me or the fact that some people are just like that or am i too sensitive? !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

I am dam pissed at some person. Those that think about themselves ONLY. If you are not sincere of asking, don't BOTHER! Seriously! Why even bother to ask if you are not sincere? *Note : you is not related to one person only. Definition: Being without hypocrisy or pretense; true Stop pretending to be SINCERE to me. With so much things going on, I know who are my true friends. There's so much I would like to rant on but Im just lost with words right now. But at least I learnt a lesson in life. !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

I feel so fcuking lost.. Will be M.I.A until i feel like coming back... Thank god for upcoming vacations, if not.... Quoting from Yin, "A smiling face doesnt mean a smiling heart" Stop pretending to understand me if you guys dont. And no, Im not disheartened for the rest of my lifes.. Just for now. Been having these feelings for days. It's just hard to let people in.. It's better to just hang in there and think the best of it.. But it's just so hard .... !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

My optus bill is causing me headache. 585 Aud O_________________O omg.... daddy's gona kill me.. my one month rent man! :( :( Need to find ways to pay it off without letting daddy know :( Die la. Stupid optus. *curse curse* NEVER EVER SIGN OPTUS! ITS DAM STUPID ! *screams* !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->

I feel dam lost. Seriously. Dam unpredictable. It's hard to say. 15 more days! :( !-- AddToAny Share/Save BEGIN -->