Pictures and outings before all shits happens.
Seriously. Things are so bleak right now.
That sometimes I put on a smiling face just to show the world.

Anyway, pictures.



Dinner with the two sweethearts, Jasmine & Cheryl @ Ying Thai, Lygoon.
*loves*



And one fine Sunday morning, all of us decided to drag ourselves up and head to city for lunch which turned into lunch & dinner combine.

I never know city during daylight is a pleasant sight.
I think I should really head down to city during daytime more often and explore those small little cafe.


Lunch was at the famous Sichuan Restaurant in Chinatown.

me and Harris .. omgosh, my face is getting chubby -_-

The two sisters that always cheer me up and take good care of me.

I love you both :)

the three SS Queens/King.

We bring confidence is sexay to a whole new meaning. haha

But these three people keep me sane and tells me whats important in life.

Thank you for always believing in me eventhough there are people backstabbing me.

And that sums up my happy week before my downfall :(

I need a miracle.

Maybe if I hope for one long enough, it will come?

You know how when we love someone, we tend to rely on them eventually.


Be it lovers, friends or family.


But eventually, you will learnt not to rely on you, him,her or anyone.


Be succesful in my own way.


Be independent in my own way.



Be the bubbly one in my own way.



From now onwards, I know that whatever I want in life be it from the simplest things, I have to achieve it in my own way.


Because no one can be relied on.



Inspired by Cheri

They said, "big girls don't cry"

Big girls are strong and tough on both the inside and outside.

But maybe at this point of time, I want to go back being a little girl.

A little girl that can cry her heart out without being judged by others.

So, give me a moment to be that little girl and let me cry my heart out.

I miss you both :)

I can't wait for July when all of us will reunite! :)

Picture of the day :)

Back home during the summer.

I miss those moments.

But memories are a way that made us stronger

Without memories, we have no history.

Without history, we cant learn from mistakes and from there we learnt to be stronger

:)

I'm going on a "stop drinking alcohol" period until may 15th.
Or maybe may 1st.
Till then, please do not tempt me with alcohol :P

Temptations are evil :P


And I'm home on a Friday night!
Whee
*proud* :)

Free me from the black hole.

Dragged me out from the black hole.

I do not want to go through the deja vu feelings yet again.

And what doesnt kills you makes you stronger yeh?

But why is it seems like I'm back to Square One all over again?

Sometimes a smiling face doesnt indicate a happy person.

A facade is what I put up to avoid all kinds of questions, dramas, statements or whatsoever.

Do not judge if you don't know anything.

These is all I ask

Sunday Easter was spent in CQ :)
Two clubbing nights in a weekend. Gosh.
I ain't party animal . I just party for events :)
Fortunately we did not attend Snow Party at Amber on Saturday.
If not, if will be three nights in a row partying.
Gosh.. Tiring okay!
As quoted by Yi Ling, "Not young anymore okay" :P
Yi Ling and I went to city earlier to have our dinner at none other than Dessert House

Headed to CQ pretty early to avoid the long line...

Lo and behold, Ming Kim was there early as well :p

the before we get sweaty and still wrapped in coat picture :)

First time ever, the two of us head to club so early.

We are usually the late ones, where the line got dam long and we had to work some connections to enter :p

Oh well, there's first time for everything :)

Theme of the night: Bunnies! :)

Hence, the bunny ears! :)

the bunny girls *loves* :) with Jasmine and June

with Ming Kim and Kelvin

with my all time favourite clubbing kaki and gossip kaki :)

with Jasmine ..... :)

the Monash gang :) :)

Headed upstairs to wish the birthday girl, Mishiao Happy birthday! :)

Yin Yen, Jasmine, Susan, me, Yi Ling *hearts* :)


Happpy Birthday babe! :)

It's obvious which is the birthday girl.. the one in black! :)

Heard she were pretty gone that night!

shots after shots! LOL

with the gorgeous birthday girl :)

and with YinYen .... :)

Jasmine wanted us to be like a bunny. LOL

aiyo, my face cannot make it la... :(

Yi Ling and I headed back down to have ABC with Ming Kim and all :)

ABC in CQ that night cannot make it.

More citrus than alcohol.

Just like drinking orange juice. Quote from Yi Ling ...

*alcoholic sial this Yi Ling* :P

ABC that has no effect ! ROAR :(

Headed to the other side :) :) :)

Vince and Yi Ling :)


Yi Ling, you look so cute la with the bunny ears! :P

with Vince, Aik Sin, Randy and Jonathan

"A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself." :)

with Fiona and two guys that interrupt our picture session. ROAR! :p

with Aik Sin and Randy

i love-esy my bunny girl :) :)

bumped into Melissa Pong and Sutra :)

and bumped into my manager Samuel ... lol .. this is priceless! :P

with Samuel and Randy

the *ahem* alcoholics *ahem :p minus me and Yi Ling :p

Suphannee, Yi Ling, me , Chia-E

Will end this post with a picture of ....

us :)

"Friendship is a pretty full-time occupation if you really are friendly with somebody. You cant have too many friends because then you're just not really friends."


Have a good easter break everyone!

As for me, I'm just gona hibernate at home and catch up with my studies :)


Btw, Milli stop writing on my wall saying I'm alcoholic!
Bad impression okay! :P
i;m not alcoholic.. :D :D

Good Friday was spent at Bond Lounge & 7 :)
A great way to start off our weekend and easter holiday with alcohol + party :)



We practise this quote, " True friends stab you in front" :)

Different venue, different crowd, different party but same meeting point :)


Bumped into Marie at 7 :)

and lo and behold, high school mates yo :)


me, catherine, yi ling :)

I dragged Singz in the picture despite that she don't know that guy.
Well, I dont either :-P

siew li was tipsy when i bumped into her! :-P


crowded area made capturing a picture hard.. lol

hahaha.. i dont know what am i doing .. lol

two tipsy girls and two sober girls

I'm the sober one okay! -_-

and some random dude came into our picture -_- LOL

Will update about my CQ Easter Bunny Night!

:)

Happy Easter people!

Have an awesome Easter :)

Received this email from YiLing


And I would like to share this with everyone ...




Habit is either the
best of servants or the worst of masters.
-Nathaniel Emmons -




First we form habits, and then they form us.
Conquer your bad habits, or they'll eventually conquer you.

Feeling sorry for yourself and your present condition,
is not only a waste of energy but the worst habit you could possibly have.

Stop the habit of wishful thinking and start the habit of thoughtful wishes.

Remember, motivation is what gets you started. Habit is what keeps you going.

Have a good weekend people :)

I know I will :)

Hope is both the earliest and the most indispensable virtue inherent in the state of being alive. If life is to be sustained hope must remain, even where confidence is wounded, trust impaired.


Do you guys have any hope in yourself?


But hope is a first step to road of disappointment.


If you don't hope, you won't have expectations and you wont' feel disappointed.


So, do you guys still hope?

I lost my feelings to hope things will be alright.


I want to achieve the level where I feel numb in everything.


Please let me feel numb

Happy 21st Birthday! (L)

I'm glad that you were bought into my life.
Because your friendship means so much to me.
You never fail to bring me up and offer me good advice.
You never fail to cheer me up whenever I feel down.
Seeing ur bubbly smile cheer me up instantly :)

Our first picture .. July 2007. The day I'm leaving for airport :(

Half a year later, we reunite again ... : )

the three of us (L)

And what made me extra happy is when you were with me on my 21st birthday :)

It's time for me to leave yet again...

Without the two of you girls, I felt lost at that time :(

They said, "happy times passes so quickly"

I love the two of you girls so much..

And last summer, 2008, you were not there to celebrate my birthday with me :(
Sad but I know u r there for me mentally and spiritually :)

I hope to see you soon babe! :(


Happy 21st yunnieee dearie!

I love you dear! :)

Don’t we all try too hard sometimes?

To please. To achieve. To love.







And when we do, two things can happen:

a) We fall apart.
OR

b) We fall perfectly into place.

Inspired by ShengMae

I feel like breaking down.
I feel like things are so not worth it right now.
I feel that everything is falling apart.
Give me a minute to cry for the things that are so bleak right now.


Just a few minutes will do.
But maybe, jus MAYBE that few minutes of crying will not make it better.
That few minutes cant even cheer you up and your inner positve self is dying slowly.

All you left is just waiting for miracle to happen.

Because sometimes without miracle you are unsure whether you will still survive.

And if that few minutes of crying cant make yourself feel better, you know everything is falling apart.
Bit by bit.
Piece by piece.
Sheet by sheet.

Soon, you will be left with one last breath and with that, you used it on something important.
But at that time, you do not know what MATTERS the MOST anymore.

Tell me, how would you overcome this feeling?
Because I really hope to find out before it's too late.

Another birthday celebration for Harvey on the day of his birthday.
Harvey held a drink and chill session at one of the bar in QV.
Great friends made the environment a good chilling area :)

me, jeanie, yiling, zoey

me, lilianne, yi ling.


anna, june, lyncia

the waiters and us .. LOL

group pictures.. half of the group :)

bumped into Sing Yee .. she's my high school mate and shes Harvey's friend as well.

Small world :)

the other group.. haha

my girl and I :) *loves*

Happy birthday Harvey! Big boy already =p

The two of us headed to Bond Lounge after that to check out the black and white party :)
It turned out to be awesome in the end *wink*
Yi Ling bumped into her friend which bring us in to the VIP Room :)

my poser friend :-p

And indeed a small world. I bumped into Sheryl .
She's one of the owner of ProjectMuffStit

Happy Birthday Shaun ! the one of the far left!
Despite that I look like shit here. But the only picture with the birthday boy before he Ko-ed :P



Yi ling, Vince and I :)



I have no idea who took this picture. LOL




With Tracy :)


us with our angry monkey shots :) which btw turned out to be cranberry juice :P

with Aik Sin .

Vince and Yi ling.

The night was awesome ..

And with my lucky charm with me, we had fun : )

Have a good weekend :)